I hate looking back at what’s happened ,
I hate seeing you & wanting to talk ,
I hate it when you look at me like you have something to say ,
I hate being reminded of you by every song that I listen to ,
I hate seeing other couples loved up & thinking of what we could have had ,
I hate that you didn’t give me a chance to prove how much I love you ,
I hate how you through it all away ,
Though it’s still not too late , after everything you’ve put me through ,
I hate that I wasn’t even with you & you still broke my heart .
I never had you yet I feel as though I have lost you forever .
I’m slowly fading away ,
& what hurts the most is that you know you’re killing me ,
But you’re still letting me die , you could have saved me .
Why can’t you see what you mean to me,
Why can’t you see that I’m so weak without you ?
When you look away I feel the pain from deep inside ,
I know we’ll never be anything ,
Because you don’t want it that way ,
Just for once , please just try and understand,
There’s a girl who loves you with all her heart ,
Please just this once , don’t break me.
Don’t make me cry myself to sleep tonight ,
Keep me awake smiling thinking of you .
Just this once smile at me when you see me ,
I may not get a chance like this again ,
You might go and I’ll always look back with hurt ,
You know you’re special to me but you’re still letting it go .
My eyes are tired of crying ,
My heart is tired of hurting
& my mind is tired of thinking .
I can’t go on like this ,
Its just as painful if not more painful than knowing you don’t feel the same .
I’m ill ; you’re my biggest weakness,
If only you could see me now ,
I just wonder if you’d think different ,
Or if you’d just laugh – just like the world does .
This is the last chance I’m giving you ,
This is the last chance you have to mend my broken heart,
The last chance you have to make me smile , please do ,
Let me remember you as the one that made me smile and took away my pain ,
Don’t allow me to look back thinking you were the one that made me cry ,
The one that put a stop to my life ,
….I love you, but you don’t care….
