Saturday, September 18, 2010

My heart is not a playground

i have always been running fast , faster even fastest , and put my steps slow , slower and slowest to stand beside you . But you have never looked back & run slower .
0001 : it was the beginning of this love
0010 : it was the most painful event ever when you told me that all the feelings are fakes .
0011 : you tried to correct your mistakes
0100  : you did regret correcting your mistakes and ask me to let you go .
When i wanna go , you always say i have never treasured for what you have done .
when you wanna go , i think you shouldnt say what you have said when i wanna go .

so dear my heart , pls fall in love to a right person , you have been had enough this time ,
In 0010 , there was a girl who always wanna slide from the top to slide you down to the ground .
in 0100 , there is another girl who plays the see saw with you to let you stuck on the top position so that you can never get off from it . but she helped you to get off from the see saw and gave you a rose with the thorns on it .

my heart is not a playground , no matter what mistakes i have done , i have done what i should have done . although you have never tried to stand on my position to look at one of so many games that they have been playing on the playground .

so dear heart , get out from the playground
dont let the girl keep sliding you down to the ground
and dont let the other girl killing you slowly by the rose thorns

2 comments:

  1. maw tny apa luh ? pst tny yg aneh aneh deh mknya sungkan . .
    ling btw pingchat udah bs diinstall di bb tuh .
    yeay theres a way to communicate btw bb users and iphone users finallu . cptan yaa diinstall . iyah bsk org nya maw liat dl gt . hrs nya sih kejual org bnr bnr kg ada scratch ataw apa .

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  2. ini awal nya dulu kan sekolah di columbia college aka CC , nah di CC tuh pas jaman gua byk bgt anak indo kira kira 12-15 orang gt lah . tp kyk main nya tuh ngelompok ngelompok gt . nah one day gua register 1 kelas eceltive buat apply ke ubc engineering school gt kan , kg taw gmn ada student advisor gua nama nya Dennis , bilang kalo pelajaran comp scie tentang visual basic ituh ketransfer . yawdah dong . akhirnya gua ambil . trs tiba tiba di CC itu ada satu anak namanya aditya yg udah skul di cc sekitar 1-2 terms gt , trs dia kasihtaw ke gua mendingan check ke website gt bisa ketransfer kg pelajaran yg gua ambil sebgi elective itu . nah itu tuh ngomong nya tuh pas di lantai 6 skul gua gt . jd cc tuh di gedung yg dkt gotham ituh loh ling segedung sm BCIT tp cc cuma pake 3 lantai dr gedung itu yg which are lt 4 , 5 , 6 . nah pas tmn gua aditya ngomong gt tuh semua lg di lt 6 , di depan lift gt . nah di depan lift gt banyak anak anak yg suka duduk di meja sana sambil ngobrol ngobrol pas jam istirahat , sedangkan itu kejadian pas istirahat . tiba tiba si edo kan duduk kan di salah satu meja itu , yaa tiba tiba dia nyeletuk " eh comp scie tuh kg bs loh jd elective " krn dia nyeletuk gua nengok dong ke belakang , trs gua liat , trs gua tny " oh lu org indo jg " trs dia jawab iyah gua org indo jg . hbs gt yaa yawdah biasa biasa ajah cuma kyk biasa lah org ktm di college tny luh anak mana gt gt . yaa trs dia bilang dia anak k1 , udah gt kan dulu gua tuh kyk nganggap anak k1 nerd gt kan , jd gua kyk amazed gt pas kenal dia dr k1 , sm ada satu lg anak ce yg who is temen sma dia jg . yawdah tuh biasa biasa ajah . hbs itu kan gua yg sekelas sm dia cm fisika sm physics , trs yg math sm english beda kelas . jd mmg jrg ngobrol gt kyk 2-3 minggu pertama sekolah . eh ada satu kali , fisika maw kerjain prelab , trs gua kg ngerti --" trs pas pasan temen gua kuskus ( yg tmn k1 dia itu ) lg online , tp krn si kus ini ambil nya food science jd dia kg ambil fisika brg brg gua . yaa trs gua tny deh di msn sm si kus kus itu , gua tny lah msn si edo . yawdah gua add , hbs gua add gua tny prelab nya gt . trs kg taw gmn pas itu gua lg dgr lagu hillsong , nah kan dulu msn kl qta dgr lagu sambil chat kan kuar kan tuh nama lagu nya , trs dia tanya ke gua " eh luh suka hillsong jg yaa bla bla bla bla " . dr situ tuh awal nya . yawdah sejak itu ngap ngap ber 2 . even pulang skul ajah ber 2 . trs dia tuh dulu isengggggggg bgttttttttt bawellllllllllll bgtttttt . gua smp skrg kl ingat dia iseng msh suka geram , gua kl kuncir rambut ditarik lah pita nya sm dia , trs kl dgr lagu indo dibilang selera abang abang lah . pokoknya resek deh . yaa berawal dr gt lah semua tuh .

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